24 April 2012
Do you know what it feels like now?
Now that I don't have any major personal issues.
I find myself focusing on other issues.
Which I wouldn't normally be bothered by.
It's so strange and frustrating.
Because I'm no longer distracted by a sole, significant problem.
And now I find myself having to face the existence of all these other issues.
Hmm.
And the biggest itch that I have is this.
It's that.
These "issues" that have got my mind preoccupied lately.
Wouldn't have necessarily bothered me as much had I still struggled with my own personal issues.
Maybe because I would've seen it as a branch of my main problem.
But now.
Now.
I have nothing to peg these issues to.
I have nothing bigger or underlying to blame.
Ugh.
You know what.
I'm not thinking straight right now.
I'm full.
I'm tired.
I'm sleepy.
And I need to shit.
12:41 AM
