01 September 2011
I have a friend.
Who I'm relatively close to.
What does relatively mean, anyway?
Anyway.
A friend.
He's straight, that much I know.
And no, I'm not interested in him.
That's just wrong.
But anyway.
He has this tumblr.
The photo blog kind.
And some of his posts are a bit homoerotic.
And I'm not happy with that.
I'm not sure what his problem is.
If it's to show that he's accepting of gays.
Or if he's trying to get attention by showing that he's accepting of gays.
Or if he's just plain stupid.
I don't know.
As in, post anything you want, I suppose.
But to me.
It's really off-putting and unnerving when you know shit about it.
To seem like you know how to empathize with gays.
Maybe you've been bullied and bullies have called you gay before.
I guess that I'd accept.
But I don't know.
I don't know why you do it.
I'm coming off as unreasonable.
As narrow-minded.
And selfish even.
But I just don't get what your intention is.
What the fuck do you know about same-sex feelings?
What the fuck?
What the fuck do I about that either, really?
All I know is.
I don't appreciate what he posts sometimes.
Because I really don't understand it.
In other news.
My CT said that I look different.
That I'm always evolving.
It's the hair, I tell you.
India.Arie says it best, "I am not my hair..."
Or maybe GaGa is right, "I am my hair."
To be or not to be?
6:56 PM
