19 October 2010
You know...
That someone, somewhere that'd be really happy?
That person will never be me.
12:10 AM
16 October 2010
I'm thinking sad thoughts.
I realized that I haven't dealt with any deep thoughts.
I don't want to be seen as weak.
The truth is, I want to feel weak.
To know that I still feel something.
Because I think I no longer give
2 shits anymore.
Like I don't care.
Seemingly, this is true.
Blog, I'm sorry.
I feel like I'm using you.
I leave you for months only to turn to you when I have shit to share.
I'm selfish.
3:47 AM