29 February 2008
imposter back off.i mean it.fyi youve misinterpreted all the things ive said.coz they dont really have anything to do with what you think it's about.anyway. ccts are finally (and thankfully) OVER.
ive been so tired lately. as you already know.
i was supposed to be free tomorrow and go to my relative's birthday celebration.
my first day of
REST.
but then again.
i have to go for floorball.
im still a little doubtful about how much i want to join.
honestly (with no offence intended).
im not the kind of person who is sports-driven or wtv you call it.
i have my cca and yes, i can deal with that.
but having an
extra thing all together...
its just not for me.
ive never been the type of person who takes on so many commitments.
and i wish, and i truly and hopefully do wish, that i dont have to go for it.
like i already said, i want to rest.
so
at least give me my saturday.
i can do a lot in one
FREE day.
and i dont think committing to the floorball thing would make my life any easier or make me any happier because its another heavy load on my shoulders.
i know im not
always busy.
but i think of myself and i know i will always need the extra time.
be it for rest, play or work.
i also know, that others can do it, so why not me.
but face it. i dont want to.
so i truly hope that when i break the news to whoever.
the person would be able to understand where im coming from and wont persuade me to still give it a try.
coz
i dont want to.
i really dont.
10:19 PM
