06 January 2008
funny how the year started off great.
funny how your whole world can come tumbling down in a blink of an eye.
funny how the past really isnt the present.
funny how wrong you can think of somebody.
funny how the word no lasts forever.
funny how i find it funny when all i did in the toilet was feel sorry for myself.
funny how nothing's been said.
funny how i didnt see it coming.
funny how much i say, it'll never be enough.
you know me, i don't do well with words.
wait, you do know me, don't you?
figures.
i want to leave.
cause if i poked myself for every time i lost my dignity, i think i would've been dead by now.
wouldn't that be convinient for you?
who am i kidding, it's always been convenient for you.
no matter how much sadness you try to portray with your words.
youve never suffered as much as me.
enough about me.
tell me more about yourself.
im dying to know.
7:38 PM