20 September 2007
im happy.
no im not.
and i shouldn't hide it.
im NOT happy.
and im not sure why ive been hiding it throughout this year.
well.
i am happy.
but not as happy as others are.
coz i realized that enjoying life hasnt what ive been doing this year.
except for certain things.
but mostly ive not been happy.
i feel its unfair.
very unfair that some people are just happier than others.
when the others are the one doing most of the effort to let them enjoy.
i mean.
seriously.
they use.
and they kick aside.
like, wth do they think i am.
ive always tried to benefit myself.
and of course others.
but somehow.
i always fail at benefiting myself.
i want to stop it.
and i hope i will.
soon.
and still.
for some reason im not sure.
wth is wrong with them.
um.
reality check.
the last time i checked.
my life was the one who's been f*ed up.
not theirs.
so why issit that they claim to be, um wht was that term they used, EMO?
yuck.
well, like i said so before.
it's too early and people like us, or you.
don't know how to do it right yet.
so just move along with life.
or if you don't want to.
then don't obstruct mine.
11:38 PM
