30 March 2007
arrr.
theCOMPUTERisHYPNOTYZINGme!
help.
help.
hah.
hieKAWAN2.
hariINIsayaBERASAsungguhGEMBIRA.
noLA.
i'mJUSTactingCRAZYnow.
cozI'MboredANDnothingTOdo.
and3RDapril'sCOMING!
yey!
forTHJEbenefitOFtheDOUBT.
3rdAPRIL'SnotMYbithday.
asSOMEofYOUalreadyKNOW.
mineWASlike.
when?
january?
yeah.
januray11TH.
soPLEASErememberTHATandGETmeApresentNEXTyear.
okSObtw.
junnowATschKAN.
specificallyDURINGmcc.
malayCULTURALclub.
thereWASN'TanyTEACHER.
yup.
beliveITalright.
uh-huh.
but.
weSTILLdidSOMETHING.
kindaINTERESTINGiSHOULDsay.
theSEC2sANDsomeOTHERsecsTAUGHTusDIKIRbaratISSIT?
iGUESSso.
supposinglyTHErhthymWASslowBUTnice.
iguessITwasWHATtheyWEREtaught.
andSOit'sPASSEDdownTOus.
theSEC1s.
yeah.
thenIwentHOME.
feelingFRUSTRATEDcozTHEREwasn'tHOCKEY.
aww.
whatDOiCARE,right?
soIreachHOME.
andIslept!
wow.
it'sLIKEiKEEPsleepingEVERYTIMEiGETbackFROMschool.
andIT'SusuallyAFTERiEAT.
unhealthySEH.
tomorrowHAVEmadrasah.
butIdunTHINKiWANNAgo.
seemsBORINGla.
thenIhaveTOteachTHATboyHOWtoSPEAK.
???
what'sTHATabout?
thenOFFwe(MYfamily)GOto.
secretRECIPE.
WHEREcikDAUDisBELANJA-INGus.
beacuseOFfatin'sBIRTHDAYorSOMETHING.
yeah.
ohOHoh.
youKNOWwhat?
iTHINKiHAVEsomeSYNDROMEtau.
cozIT'SlikeIkeepHATINGonPEOPLE.
thenI'LLbeOKAY.
yeah.
butIdon'tREALLYexpressMYunreasonableHATE.
IT'SkindaIRRITATED-HATE.
ratherTHENhate-hate.
yeah.
soI'MsorryIFyou'reONEofTHEM.
hah.
but.
yeah.
don'tWORRY.
i'mNOTcrazy,TWISTEDorLUNATIC.
gosh.
hopeI'Mnot.
eh.
whateverLA.
ohYEAH.
yesterday.
iCHATwithNIAtillLIKEwhat?
11.45?
cozIkeptPRCRASTINATINGandTALINGcrap.
thatLEDtoONEtopicAFTERanother.
yeah.
haha.
andIstillHADhomeworkTOdo.
gosh.
tonightHAVEwhatNICEshowARH?
supernatural.
uhmm.
okARH.
survivor!
yey!
oh.
iWANNAshowUguysSOMEpics.
enjoyARH.
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HAZIQ: CLASSMATE, RUGGER, AND YEAH.
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I LOOK GOOD!
SIS(THE TUDUNG) & CUZIN (SHASHA)
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THE THREE OF US AT MALAYSIA. I SKIPPED MADRASAH. =))
DURING MCC NYER PERSATUAN; IN THE TRAIN
1E: MOST VIBRANT
ALIMI: THE GUY FROM MCC WHO I WAS TALING BOUT.
ARIF: A WEIRD SEC 4 GUY.
BENNETT: FROM GERM CLASS.
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DANIAL: CLASSMATE
yupp.
allTHATfromMYhandphone.
haha.
okTHEN.
i'llKEEPya'llUPDATED.
bye.
9:46 PM
28 March 2007
ohWELLS.
guessTHATpostJUSTwouldn'tCOME.
notYETla.
lotsOFthingsTOdoSEHH.
forTHEfirstTIME.
iREALLYfeelSObusyANDstressedOUT.
hah.
stressed.
i'mSOstupid.
keepPROCRASTINATING.
soTYPICAL.
butYEAH.
iHAVEtoREALIZEthatI'MsoDOINGitALLwrong.
veryWRONG.
stupid.
ohh.
junnowIwentTOaPIDATOcompetitonTHING.
atTAMPINESJC.
andITwas.
uh.
interesting,Isuppose.
riGOTthirdANDapparently.
somePEOPLEaren'tTOOhappyWITHit.
consideringTHATsomePEOPLEconsideredTHIRDtoBE.
um.
bad??
gosh.
sad2.
butTHIRDisGOOD.
atLEASTweWONsomeOFtheJCSandSOMEwhoWEthoughtWEREsortOFgood.
butAPPARENTLYthey'reNOTgoodENOUGH.
iMEANtheOTHERpeople.
heh.
congrats,YAR?
ohh.
andIjustSUDDENLYrealised.
thatCLIQUES.
howeverITisSPELLED.
goINeitherYOUare.
aRUGGER.
fromDSA.
orTHEupperSECS.
yeah.
those'reTHEobviousONESla.
but.
whoCARES,right?
wait.
actuallyPEOPLEdoCARE.
heh.
yupp.
that'sPRACTICALLYitFORtoday.
gotTOskipMATHSandPHILOSOPHY.
woah.
cool2.
anyways.
hereAREremindersFORmyself.
orYOU.
ifYOUwishTOponderONthem.
nextMONTHi'mGONNAgetApsp.
yey.
andIcan'tWAITfor3RDapril.
notCOZofTHEpspTHING.
somethingELSE.
soYEAH.
haha.
iFEELbloatedNOW.
SOcatchYA'LLnextTIME.
ORtomorrow.
bye.
8:59 PM
09 March 2007
hiALL.
notREALLYtheHOLIDAYyetSonoEXTENSIVEposting.
tomorrowSTILLhave(BORING)madrasah.
oops.
homework'sApainINtheASS.
no,SERIOUSLY.
soTHEbelambakSEH.
projectHERE.
assignmentTHERE.
takPAYAHkasiHOLIDAYsudah.
stupid.
needIwriteMYlistOFhomework?
yeahIthinkIshould.
here'sWHATiCANremember:
malay,ARTICLEsummarisation,karanganANDworkbook.
english,aGROUPWORKthing(TABLEAUX,goFINDoutYOURSELFwhatITis)ANDanESSAY.
geography,AworksheetORtwo.
cle(CHARACTERleadershipEDUCATION)someSUMMARIZATIONofSOMETHINGandAjournalWRITING.
science,EXPERIMENTwithApartner(WHOlivesONtheOTHERsideOFsingapore!!!)
computerSTUDIES,someCOMPUTERstuff.
german,Aworksheet.
lagi...
kalauADERlagiTHENiCAN'Tremember.
ohWELL.
i'mNOTstartingANYtimesoon.
probablyONmonday.
yeahGOODidea.
thenONEofTHEdaysGOoutWITHsisterANDcousin.
anotherGOODidea.
whatAMiDOINGnow?
don'tASK.
nothingMUCHreally.
ohYEAH.
YOUknowWHATi'veREALISEDthisPASTterm?
i'veSOMEHOWbeenSLACKING.
iCAN'TbelieveMYSELF.
nowadaysIkeepDOINGsoMEhomeworkBEFOREschoolSTARTS,duringRECESSandONcertainDAYSduringLUNCH.
what'sHAPPENEDtoME?
tooMUCHcomputer?
iGUESSso.
urgh.
damnIT.
eh.
i'mBOREDseh.
syaORniaORmarzORfaiz(???)ORwhoeverFROMprpsWHOareWORTHtalkingTO!
comeONLINE!
please!!!
damnBORED.
eh.
nakGItengokMOVIEtak?
dunnoeWADmovie.
butNAKtak?
alah.
iFEELthatIwon'tHAVEtime.
aww.
urgh.
urgh.
urrggghhhh.
8:41 PM
08 March 2007
o.
m.
g.
feelsSO.
strange.
it'sLIKEiTOTALLYputMYblogASIDEforAdamnLONGtime.
whichISture.
anyways.
allMYdearFRIENDSofPRPS.
iLOVEyou!
heh.
well.
atLEASTmuchBETTERthanRI.
noOFFENCEarhRIguys.
iJUSTmissPRIMARYschoolSOf***ingMUCHthatI'MhatingRI.
well.
notREALLYhate.
butRIgivesMEtheCHILLS.
iCAN'TreallyRELATEtoTHEteachers.
iTHINK.
no,NO.
whatImeanIS.
iCAN'TreallyTALKfreelyTOmyTEACHERSbecauseI'MnotREALLYcloseTOthem.
unlikeMYprimarySCHOOL.
soEASYtoTALKtoTHEteachers.
noMATTERhowFIERCEtheyWERE.
that'sONEofTHEbigDIFFERENCE.
talkingABUTdifference.
ther'sAhuge.
significant.
distinct.
differenceBETWEENprps,ohTHATsoundsGOOD,andRI.
iWOULDN'TbothertoELABORATE.
butTOsummarizeWHATi'veBEENfeeling,FEELandWILLstillFEELisTHATiMISSmyFRIENDS,myTEACHERS,thisINDESCRIBABLEfeelingOFsafetyANDfreedomANDtheFREAKINGpreciousSixYEARSofMYlife.
urgh.
theGUYShere,ANDi'mNOTsureIFi'mSUPPOSEDtoSAYthis,ARE.
are.
uh.
weirdATtimes.
notALLofTHEM.
andBYthemImeanMYclass.
andIadmit.
i'veCHANGED.
butNOTdrastically.
i'mSTILLasGAY.
orSISSY,puttingITinAsofterTONE.
bullshit.
haha.
seriously.
i'veLIVED4MEMORABLEyearsTOgrowANDrealizeTHATliesAREeverywhere.
andIdon'tTHINKyouCOULDuseANYotherWORDorPHRASEtoDESCRIBEme.
lyingTOmeWON'TdoYOUanyGOOD.
iCANtellAliarWHENiSEEoneCOZi'mAliarTOO.
i'mNOTgettingANGRYatTHEpeopleREADIGNthisBUTthey'reJUSTmyTHOUGHTS.
andTHERE'SnoREASONiSHOULDgetALLangryOVERTHIS.
justLIKEiLEARNTinPHILOSOPHY.
itHASnoRELAVANCE(howeverYOuspellIT)toWHATi'mSAYING.
ahh.
basicallyIjustWANTtoSAYiMISSprimarySCHOOL.
allTHEmemoriesIcanREMEMBER.
urgh.
6aPEOPLE.
watchTHEclassVIDEOagainAFTEReadingTHIS!
missingYOUguysANDforeverWILL.
Amirul.
9:36 PM
