29 May 2006
urgh.
nowIfeelBAD.
butIstillCAN'TtakeTHEfactTHATsheTHINKSeverythingISaboutHER.
theLASTthingSHEsaidWAS.
i hope u'll understand. im jus insere n paranoid. it hurt like shit when i found out ain nvr cared n i dun wanna go thru it again. i'll probly nvr trust anione fully again. cos i'll probly alwaes b damn scared dat sb's gonna juz stab a knife in2 my back n evrything will start all over again...damnIT
6:26 PM
25 May 2006
stupidPENDEKchimpanzeeANDfatORANGUTAN.
theyMADEblogsOFmeANDsyaPURPOSELYtoHUMILIATEus!
iHAVEenoughPROBLEMS.
youGUYSdon'tHAVEtoADDmore.
isaCLAIMMSthatPROBABLYelevenPEOPLEareINthis.
joeyANDhuiJU?
noWAYman.
iDON'TbelieveIT.
iTHINKtheONLYreasonTHEY'REdoingTHISisBECAUSEtheyHAVEnoFRIENDS.
simpleBULLSHIT.
i'mJUSTmomentsAWAYfromBURSTING.
11:51 AM
24 May 2006
i'mSOtotallyBOREDrightNOW.
nothingTOdo.
nevertheless.
i'llTRYtoTHINKofSOMETHING.
schoolWASsameASusual.
boring.
posbTOOKawayMYmotherTONGUEperiod.
"savingISeasy".
"likeAbC".
weCOULD'VEgoneTOtheCOMPUTERlab.
andDOsomeSTUFF.
butNO.
hmph.
iDON'TunderstandSOMEpeople.
(likeALWAYS).
can'tTHEYseeTHEdifferenceBETWEENinsultANDjoke.
insultISinsulting.
andJOKEisSUPPOSEDtoBEeitherFUNNYorLAME.
i'mTELLINGyou.
youSHOULDN'TbeBLINDEDbySUCHfools.
theyMIGHTbeTHEonesCLOSEtoYOU.
don'tBEdegraded.
beingVULNERABLEmakesYOUsuffer.
hah.
moveONto.
somethingELSE.
letUSsee.
ohYEAH.
iCAN'TwaitTOcikguMASLINA'Swedding.
sheINVITEDus.
actuallyWEinvitedOURSELVES.
haha.
itSTARTEDwith.
meASKINGherTOtakeAlongWAYbackHOME.
(fromAschool)
sheSAIDcannot(ORsomethingLIKEthat).
soIaskedWHETHERsheWASgoingTOseeHERboyfriend(JOKINGLY).
iDIDN'TevenKNOWsheHADone.
sheREPLIEDsayingTHATsheWASgonnaMEETherFUTUREhusband.
sya,MARZ,niaANDmeWEREdamnSHOCKED.
weASKEDherFORmoreINFORMATION.
thenSHEinvtedUS.
haha.
soFUNNY.
andWEwereEXTRAzealWITHcadburyCHOCOLATE.
hyperPEOPLE.
topSECRETtau.
soMANYcatfightsATschool.
allOFthemLOOKokayWITHoneANOTHERbutDEEPinside.
theyHATEoneANOTHER.
hatredKILLS.
iKNOW.
itHAPPENStoMEeveryday.
that'sWHYi'mALWAYShated.
3:19 PM
22 May 2006
woah.
finallyIdon'tKNOWafterHOWmanySECONDSiGETtoCHANGEmyFONTsize.
anyways.
todayWAStiringANDfun!
hadNAPFAtestANDtheACTINGthing.
especiallyTHEactingTHING.
mmarz,SYA,niaANDiWEREtotallyZANY.
"chocolate!!!".
macamTAKpernahMAKAN.
butWHATEVER,right?
we'reENJOYINGlife.
butSERIOUSLY.
itWASsoDAMNhilarious.
ohYEAH.
iGOTaCONFESSION.
actuallyNOTconfession.
but.
thisRYANpersonFROMmyTUITIONsoDAMNirritatingTAU.
asINheTRIEStoCOPYmyANSWER.
ingatAKUtakTAHU.
bodohBETOL.
myINTELLIGENCEisBEYONDcompare.
haha.
eh.
nantiNAKkenaPERGIairportTAU.
besokMESTIngantuk.
haish.
takper.
it'sSOdifficultFORmeTOcomprehendALLtheLITLLEsecretsPEOPLEkeep.
noneOFmyPEEPS.
asINnoneOFmyBUSINESS.
tiredARH.
haveTOfinishUPmyHOMEWORKthenTRYtoSLEEP.
okay.
bye.
thoseSUCKERSfromSCHOOLi'mSTILLtheBEST.youKNOWyouNEEDme..
8:30 PM
21 May 2006
ohMYgod.
iENTHUSIASTICALLYwatchedHIGHschoolMUSICAL2TIMES.
quiteNICE.
YOUshouldWATCHespeciallyWHENeveryone'sSINGING.
iCAN'TbelieveZACefronHASsuchAniceVOICE.
sheesh.
guessWHAT.
justNOW.
iTRIEDthisTEST.
theGAY-o-METER.
theySAYi'mNOTgay.
atLEASTiDIDN'TgoOVER50%WHICHwould'veMEANTiWASgay.
whichIwasn't.
iWASabout40%.
soGLAD.
nowIFanyoneCALLSmeGAYorSOMETHINGlikeTHAT.
knowWHATiMIGHTdo?
giveTHEManEVILstare.
especiallyTOthoseSTUPIDp5MALAYboys.
haha.
anywaysSYAHIRAHforcedMEtoPOSTanENTRY.
thisENTRY.
yuck.
singaporeIDOLrabakSIAL.
there'sNOoneWHOhasCAUGHTmyATTENTION.
exceptTHErealBADones.
soKESIAN.
they'reEMBARRASSEDinFRONTofTHEnation.
ah!
x-men:THElastSTANDisCOMINGin5days!
iSOhaveTOwatch.
nowI'MwaitingFOR"stickTOtheSTATUSquo"TOfinishDOWNLOAD.
it'sAsong.
byTHEway.
besokNAKkenaACTinFRONTofP1SandP2S.
nervous.
very.
well.
thisMIGHTbeAstartOFsomethingNEW.
hey!
aSONGfromHIGHschoolMUSICAL!
wow!
i'mADDICTEDtoIT.
eh.
i'mAlittleBITcrazy.
daddy'sCOMINGbackONtuesday.
i'llHAVEtoWAKEupAT12AM.
mestiNGANTOKtau.
takperLAH.
hahaI'MgoingOFFnow.
singYOUsoon.
i'mGONNAwatchITagain.
9:19 PM
19 May 2006
iHATEthatGUANyi.
dahLAHmukaBERJERAWAT.
otakPUNmacamBUDAK-BUDAK.
i'mSOirritated.
iWASdoingTHISexceptionallyConfusingMATHSpaper.
dierDENGANsiBETTINAtuKETAWAterbahak-bahak.
pasTUiASKEDbettinaTOlowerDOWNherVOLUME.
guanYImenyampukANDinsultedME.
benciAKU!
anyways.
iWASexpressingMYanger.
so.
cikguROZMAINIdidn'tCOME.
myCLASSwasSPLITintoTWO.
unluckily.
iHADtoGOtoCIKGUismad'sCLASS.
yey!
anyways.
justNOWcikguMASLINAwasSUPPOSEDtoRECORDourACTING.
butSHEdidn't.
cozHERvideoCAMERApunyeBATTERYlow.
soTHESEtinyLITTLEmidgettyP5matsNAMPAKtau.
soTHEmemalukanSIAL.
whatever.
iDON'Tcare.
theyCANgoANDsayWHATEVERbull.
i'llJUSTbeSARCASTIC.
that'sMYprofession.
msMAKshowedUSaDOCUMENTARYaboutDINOSAURS.
almostEVERYpartWASaboutFOOD.
howDISGUSTING.
butITwasFUN.
thenJUSTnowWHENiWASinsideCIKGUismad'sCLASS.
oneOFthemASKEDmeWHATtheWORD"effort"WASinMALAY.
iTOTALLYgotSOnervousTHATeveryoneWASstaringATme.
thenIforgot.
thatADDSupTOmyEMBARRASSEMENT.
whatAday.
takMENGAPALAH.
ONLYoneMOREweekTILLtheHOLIDAYS.
butTHEN.
iSTILLhaveTOstudyFORprelims.
ahh!
suchApainINmyBIGbutt.
4:22 PM
15 May 2006
aww.
myDAD'SgoingTOatlantaTOMORROW.
soSAD.
butHEbetterREMEMBERtoGETmeSOMETHING.
meansNOschoolTOMORROW!
thatMSchewISsoOVER.
where'sMSmak?
iDON'TthinkPEOPLEfullyUNDERSTANDtheTOPICcirclesTHATsheTAUGHT.
luckilyIwon'tBEinSCHOOLtomorrow.
msCHEW-FREE!
nowI'MaloneAThome.
waitingFORsomeoneTOgoONLINE.
amItooFASTforSOMEpeople?
wellTHEN.
ifIam.
CATCHmeIFyouCAN.
3:56 PM
14 May 2006
lifeIScomplicated.
peopleAREfightingANDiDON'TevenKNOWwhy.
takeSCHOOLforEXAMPLE.
sheSAYSthisANDsheSAYSthat.
andIsay.
huh?
seriously.
peopleNEEDtoCALMdown.
whatever.
i'mGONNAmindMYownBUSINESSandACTlikeEVERYTHING'Sokay.
IjustFOUNDsomethingOUT.
summerland'sCANCELLED.
hah.
iDON'TevenCARE.
anyways.
tomorrowWE'REstartingOURnormalPERIODSatSCHOOL.
asINlessons.
nevertheless.
thereISpe!
i'mREALLYboredNOW.
guessI'LLsayGOODBYE.
goodbye.
5:47 PM
11 May 2006
ohGOD.
whatTHEheckHAVEiGOTTENmyselfINTO?
thePERSONisSOdamnDUMB.
irritatingSIAL.
obviouslyIFyouKNOWwhatI'MtalkingABOUT.
andYOU'REaVICTIMofTHEperson.
you'llKNOW.
exceptFORher.
probablySHElikesthePERSON.
ohSHIT.
nowIhaveTOwaitFORaNEWseasonOFgilmoreGIRLSandALIAS.
damnIT.
ohYEAH.
sa1ISoverANDi'mHAPPYwithMYresults!
andOHyeah.
saySOMETHINGinMYflashBOXplease.
iNEEDcompany.
letMEsee.
iSEEMtoKNOWaLOTofTHINGSthatIshouldn't.
hah.
thatSHOW'Si'mTRUSTWORTHY.
uh-huh.
seeminglyMSmakisRATHERscary.
andIRRITATING.
maybeI'MonlySAYINGthatNOW.
okay.
bye.
wait!
there'sTHISsuckyBITCH.
(notAcompliment).
she'sINmyCLASS.
sheDOESN'TunderstandTHEmeaningOFkindness.
damnHER.
nowTHATthat'sOFFmyMIND.
forNOW.
i'llBIDfarewell.
9:08 PM
