23 April 2006
alrightPEOPLE.
enoughOFallTHESEsadisticPOSTS.
i’llHAVEtoWRITEaLITLLEbitLONGER.
thisISmyLASTpostUNTILafterTHEsalEXAMINATION.
ya’llGONNAmissME!
justWISHmeLUCKforTHEexam.
shivering.
i’mSCAREDofTHEoutcome.
soNOmsnNORinternetFORtheNEXTfewWEEKS(orDAYS)
now.
moveONtoOTHERsubjects.
iLOSTsomething.
inTHEmorning.
actually.
it’sNOTreallyAloss.
soWHATtheHECK.
iFEELkindaSAD.
maybeBETRAYED.
yet,IstillHAVEcomfortFROMothers,RIGHT?
soSORRYziq.
forNOTwantingTOgoFORtheSAILINGthingy.
i’mJUSTaLAZYass.
whoa.
i’mGLADiHAVEtrustfulFRIENDS.
butSOMETIMESit’sAmatterOFinsultsANDbetrays.
whatTHEheckAMiSAYING?
thisISsick.
people'reTALKINGtooFAST.
andI'McaughtINtheMIDDLEofEVERYTHING.
i'mOVERfWHELMED.
withDAMNidentities.
mustIfollowTHEflow?
stopASKINGmeQUESTIONS.
please.
i'mURGINGtoMENTIONnamesINmyBLOG.
butTHERE'StooMUCHpeopleWHOknowOFitsEXISTANCE.
soI'MforcedTOshutUP.
allTHISwhile.
iTHOUGHTweWERE...
guessWHAT'SsuppossedTOcompleteTHEsentence.
englishORALtomorrow.
wishMEbucketsOFluck.
isEVERYTHINGaboutME?
noWAY.
it'sALWAYSaboutHERorHIM.
guessTHAT'SwhatHAPPENSwhenYOUdon'tPLANyourLIFE.
iLETmoveFREELY.
andLOOK.
iMADEit.
iDON'TbelieveINtheWORDf**k.
itMAKESyouSOUNDstupid.
very.
timeGOESbySOquickly.
theWOLRD'SonMYfeet.
timeTOstartWALKING.
seeYOUsoon.
bitch.
9:55 PM
